也不是真的不要關心 也不是真的不曾介意 可偏我也不是真的拒絕這一切 只留下自己 也不是全都不理不聽 也不是真的無從繼續 可每一次我都試著堅強 都成了不得已的哭泣 I'm screaming, I'm losing all of it I'm trying to be mature someday But 'til now it's still in vain I'm bearing, I'm losing all of it I'm trying to go on this path But you said I haven't get the jests And I'm screaming here 也不是真的不要關心 也不是真的想盡辦法任性 而你懂不懂我 懂不懂 其實我心裡都珍惜 也不是全都不理不聽 也不是硬要顛反事理 可每一次我的試著靠近 都成了你看見的抗議 I'm screaming, I'm losing all of it I'm trying to be perfect someday But 'til now it's still in vain I'm bearing, I'm losing all of it I'm trying to be understood But you said I haven't seen it yet I'm screaming, I'm losing all of it I'm trying to go on this path But you said I haven't get the jests I'm losing all of it I'm trying to be understood But you said I haven't seen the points I'll try it out I'll try it out I'm trying out sometime I'll trying out someday