I sat down light up another cigarette Telling myself I'll be fine don't feel ashamed I know I lied again I woke up and I thought it'll be a brand new day Letting go the missing pieces try to find my way Yeah-ay but it comes again Oh I was fine and fine I say it every single day Holding tears back till they slowly fade away Ah-ay yeah To hide in a play is the only way I feel safe Stitch the sun to my cloudy day This masquerade we called "being okay" Put a smile on my face and I know that I'll be okay Starring at the empty sky Watching as the days go by Say there will be no pain That tomorrow won't be the same I'm tired of being this strange On my knees now I'm begging for a change Oh I was fine and fine I say it every single day Holding tears back till they slowly fade away Ah-ay yeah I'm stuck in the cage putting flowers on my own grave No matter how I try I couldn't hide my pride Put a smile on my face and I know that I'll be okay Just a phase It's my fate I'm okay