I want it to be easy so I can fit in softly I want it to be a beauty but it's always rainy I can't keep wondering that there will be one day When I can hardly breathe It seems like drowning almost death Sometimes it's stress but sometimes it's knife Kill people quietly or drive the clean soul crazy I have no idea of what I should do Maybe she'll give up the rest He will struggle to live the life But I don't know What if What if I can't stand This is the way I try to escape What if What if I am lost It's the question I try to figure out I'm a loser when I try to run away But I just want tobe alive It seems like drowning almost death Sometimes it's stress but sometimes it's knife Kill people quietly or drive the clean soul crazy I have no idea of what I should do Maybe she'll give up the rest He will struggle to live the life But I don't know He will struggle to live the life But I don't know