I was supposed to be there, spending the rest of my life with you 我本该与你在人间炼狱里共度余生 You said they’d poison me 你说外面的世界满是毒雾 So I locked myself in the cage you built 于是我走进你亲手筑起的笼子 Sometimes I choose the gown 时而挑选着衣柜里的婚纱 Sometimes I count the days 时而静数着日子消散 I read the social norms 我翻阅那些被称为“社会规范”的经文 Only to follow you 只是为了走在你影子之后 You are always right 你永远都是对的 There’s no one I can rely on but you 而我除了你无处可依 In those three summers 在那三个夏日 Time stretched endlessly 时间仿佛会一直那样周而复始 Sometimes you’re a t eacher 你时而化身老师 The sound of chalk scraping the blackboard grates on my nerves 笔刮过黑板的声音划破我神经的边缘 Sometimes you turn into a good husband 时而化身好丈夫 Tending flowers in the backyard 在后院细心照料花草 I don’t know which one is truly you 我不知道哪一个是真正的你 All I know is keep following you 只知道不自觉地跟随你 Before the third autumn 在第三个秋天快到来之前 You labeled me unqualified 你给我贴上了不合格的标签 I stepped out of that door, unsure of where to go 我走出了那扇门却不知道何去何从 I rang the bell again and again 我反复按响门铃 But the silence swallowed every sound 但沉默将一切回应 尽数吞噬 Where did you lock my soul? 我的灵魂被你封锁在何处？ Is this what you wanted? 这就是你想要的结局吗？ A lifeless shell 一个没了温度的壳 A hollow ghost 一具会呼吸的幽灵？ Her fingertips weave melodies 她指尖编织出的旋律 Creating a utopia of her own 幻化成了属于她的乌托邦 Notes drape the world in a soft-lit haze 音符将世界轻轻包裹在朦胧的光中 But she never truly loved anyone—可她从未真正爱过任何人—— She only loved the echoes of them in her songs 她只是爱那些 在她的歌里残存回音的他们 She despises the push and pull 她讨厌若即若离的拉扯 Yet she drowns in it, intoxicated 却又病态地沉浸其中 When the weight of emotion 当那些内耗她的情绪融化 Melts into melodies 流进旋律的缝隙 Her guitar cradled close 她抱紧吉他 A careless hum turning into a song— 一个无意的哼唱幻化作一首歌 That’s when she knows 在那一刻，她明白了 This is what she was born for 自己是为此而生 Yes是的 I have been reborn我重生了 In those three summers 那三个夏日 Time stretched endlessly 时间仿佛会一直那样周而复始 Sometimes you’re a teacher 你时而化身老师 The sound of chalk scraping the blackboard grates on my nerves 粉笔刮过黑板的声音划破我神经的边缘 Sometimes you turn into a good husband 时而化身好丈夫 Tending flowers in the backyard 在后院细心照料花草 I don’t know which one is truly you 我不知道哪一个是真正的你 All I know is keep following you 只知道不自觉地跟随你